Feeling: sad
Listening to: Blue October - Black Orchid
Reading/Watching: The Pursuit of Happyness. We needed a pick-me-up.

On Friday, December 15th, at P.F. Chang's restaurant after a well-delivered concert with jobchurch, mon coeur's twin brother announced that he and his wife were going to have a baby.

Today, Thursday, February 1st, waiting at the traffic light on my way home from work, mon coeur called to tell me that they're not anymore.

I cried both days.

I had a little snuggly yellow cat on hold at work, because they didn't know if it was a boy or girl yet. It was the kind you can give infants: soft, fluffy, and mashine-washable, with no buttons or hard spots.

I sound selfish compared to what they're going through, but I really, really wanted to be an aunt.

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