Feeling: divided
Listening to: puppy wrestling
Reading/Watching: Sandman comics, Dollhouse Chronicles

Had a good holiday. Caught up with family, helped Puppy's fianc�e pick her wedding music, slept ten hours every night. I didn't even overeat, which is amazing. I just enjoyed myself.

So why is there still a hole in the middle? It's like something tunneling through my happiness, leaving this small, stinging vacancy.

The old excuses can't continue to be a scapegoat anymore. Maybe there's just something wrong with me, not the situation.

I'm going to pretend that's not true just a little bit longer. Give it until the new year.

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