Feeling: withdrawn
Listening to: Alison Krause - Down to the River
Reading/Watching: finishing up Clare Darcy

Nimsay and I just bought a wine opener a few days ago, and this past week has desperately made me want to try it out.

But I refuse to drink just because I'm upset. I'd rather leave it distinguished as a social action. It's so lonely, the idea of sitting around making my head buzz when there's no one to so much as appreciate it, much less talk to me while I get blitzed.

I am becoming a pro at pretending she isn't hurting me. And even better at being the perfect female friend for guys.

I feel so much older now than I was last month.

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