Feeling: aggravated
Listening to: You're Pretty - Not a Saint
Reading/Watching: Firefly - Objects in Space

I'm beginning to think that perhaps being so careful and quiet as a child was a bad idea.

I'm beginning to think that I should have been wilder, stupider, messier, more wasteful and useless and accident-prone, disrespectful, lazy, unambitious. It would have made floundering as an adult so much easier, because of the familiarity.

Then maybe I wouldn't be arguing with my mother over the price of wedding dresses (half of which I intend to pay myself), so frustrated that I'm weeping in the midst of rush-hour traffic, and about to throw my phone out the window.

Krynn has given me my wedding present early: a gym membership. I don't know if that's completely crazy, or completely brilliant. Either way, I think it means I'll be exercising more, which might help with venting frustration.

And now, it's time to put on some sweat pants and go out for Bridal Stress Relief.

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